I’ve almost made up my mind but i would love to hear your guys take on things.
So, as you all know i used to have a SB. I’ve written about her on here about a dozen times.
To sum up the story, i met her in early 2019 as she was working in Denmark.
I visited her several times in her home country after that.
Things went great until the start of 2022. We got sick of eachother. Words were exchanged and we went seperate ways.
7 months after that i messaged her on her birthday and we were actually speaking again on good term… for a few weeks, then we went our seperate ways again, both swearing that our paths would never cross again.
I was actually very firm on the idea.
A year passed and i haven’t sent one single Message to her. Then, we passed over to 2024.
One evening i visited Deity Bastet, a romanian escort, i remember it vividly.
The session was BAD with a Capital B but after it was over, me and deity spoke a little about the whole subject and setup of sugarbabe/sugardaddy relationship.
That subject led to me bringing up the girl that i had known for 3 years. I told her the story even though she didn’t give a shit (and why would she. I know that. But it gave me some comfort talking about it with a person i didn’t know for once.
Deity said, in her broken english, “why don’t you contact her?”.
Well, i can’t do that, i thought.
Although knowing deep down that i would not be strong enough to withstand the urge to message her.
I sat on Deitys bed as i sent the message on WhatsApp. We didn’t speak for over a year and a half, so i didn’t know what to expect.
My time with Deity came to an end and we said goodbye.
As soon as Deity had closed the door behind me, i heard a sound. It was the sound you hear whenever someone messages you on WhatsApp.
I couldn’t contain my excitement. I took out my phone and there it was, the girl in question has actually messaged me back and it wasn’t even an “angry” message. She actually asked me how i was doing with a smiley at the end of the message.
I was fairly happy that she wrote back.
So, here we are, the date is April the 29th 2024, i have the oppourtunity to start a “relationship” or friendship, if you can call it that, with her again.
I’ve grown tremendously as a person so i wouldn’t get easily emotional attached again.
But, there is always the possibility that it will end the same way as last time where i was heartbroken actually. I know i shouldn’t be, but i couldn’t help it.
I know that she’s in it for the money it would bring, the shopping sprees, the monthly “pocket money”, but i would not be ready for that in the short term.
I would also not be ready to “pay her for her time” until we would have met at least a few times to talk things through.
If you were in my shoes, would you start up a “relationship” again?
So, as you all know i used to have a SB. I’ve written about her on here about a dozen times.
To sum up the story, i met her in early 2019 as she was working in Denmark.
I visited her several times in her home country after that.
Things went great until the start of 2022. We got sick of eachother. Words were exchanged and we went seperate ways.
7 months after that i messaged her on her birthday and we were actually speaking again on good term… for a few weeks, then we went our seperate ways again, both swearing that our paths would never cross again.
I was actually very firm on the idea.
A year passed and i haven’t sent one single Message to her. Then, we passed over to 2024.
One evening i visited Deity Bastet, a romanian escort, i remember it vividly.
The session was BAD with a Capital B but after it was over, me and deity spoke a little about the whole subject and setup of sugarbabe/sugardaddy relationship.
That subject led to me bringing up the girl that i had known for 3 years. I told her the story even though she didn’t give a shit (and why would she. I know that. But it gave me some comfort talking about it with a person i didn’t know for once.
Deity said, in her broken english, “why don’t you contact her?”.
Well, i can’t do that, i thought.
Although knowing deep down that i would not be strong enough to withstand the urge to message her.
I sat on Deitys bed as i sent the message on WhatsApp. We didn’t speak for over a year and a half, so i didn’t know what to expect.
My time with Deity came to an end and we said goodbye.
As soon as Deity had closed the door behind me, i heard a sound. It was the sound you hear whenever someone messages you on WhatsApp.
I couldn’t contain my excitement. I took out my phone and there it was, the girl in question has actually messaged me back and it wasn’t even an “angry” message. She actually asked me how i was doing with a smiley at the end of the message.
I was fairly happy that she wrote back.
So, here we are, the date is April the 29th 2024, i have the oppourtunity to start a “relationship” or friendship, if you can call it that, with her again.
I’ve grown tremendously as a person so i wouldn’t get easily emotional attached again.
But, there is always the possibility that it will end the same way as last time where i was heartbroken actually. I know i shouldn’t be, but i couldn’t help it.
I know that she’s in it for the money it would bring, the shopping sprees, the monthly “pocket money”, but i would not be ready for that in the short term.
I would also not be ready to “pay her for her time” until we would have met at least a few times to talk things through.
If you were in my shoes, would you start up a “relationship” again?
